Today I discovered my upper body is 5 cm longer than my lower body. That's how I always appear short even when I stand at 162 cm tall. Oh well.

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You know you can do whatever you want.
Just remember,
If you are doing whatever because of the past, too bad it will not and does not and cannot change anything about the past.

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Today I snapped my right Switzerland band while yawning in the train. And I've nothing to spit the broken band into. Gotta wait all the way home with it in my mouth. Let's hope I don't forget and swallow it. Shrugs.

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Today I bumped into Mr Tan Eng Wee. My Math teacher back in secondary school. Boy has he aged. Thank God we still recognize each other. Cindy must have left him a really good impression, since he asked if i was from the same batch as her. Which is weird. And slightly awkward. Does he not exactly remember who I am? Haha.

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Today I learn that when baby is super stressed over something, he behaves a lot like he's having mensus. He grunts a lot and frowns a lot and sighs a lot - venting out his frustration. Just like any woman going through their monthly affair, he's untouchable. Everything and anything irritates him with no rhyme nor reason. On top of that, he's having a neck and back sprain now. I've never met nor have to heal with a PMS-ing man before. This is really an upsized challenge for me. Let's see what tomorrow brings for me.

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Today i saw a Bangladesh reading reader's digest. Reminds me that someone once told me its contents are all bullshit. Is that true?

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Today i learnt that people are still so quick to judge. So lightning fast they were ready to point fingers even before it actually happens. I once heard this over a TV drama series, '他疯了, 你也跟他一起疯?' i don't know if it is correct, but it has given me the impression to not do what others did just because they are doing it. I was very negatively picked on my mistakes on court today. But i'm so glad i didn't stoop down to their level when they made theirs. I'm glad i've had control over my emotions. :)

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Woke up this morning to several comments left by a nasty someone whom i called 'friend' before. Sheesh. Thanks ah, apart from my lousy morning of other unrelated reasons to begin with, i think that's enough to part off as THE reason. Haha.

I donno if i should just vomit the whole story about this Charles Ho here blogging bout it. I'm really lazy n can't be bothered n besides, he hasn't been an active part of my life other than that 2 weeks (or is it just one?) of Outward Bound Singapore i've had back in poly. That's 4 years ago. His sudden re-appearance n violent plus racist threats are pretty terrifying, considering he's really kinda psycho already when i've got to know him. Aiya, those who know me, and him, would know. Nuff said for now till he goes more berserk. That's if he is n i'm certainly hoping not.

Have a great day!

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Hello.. As u can read for yourself, i havent blog for a really long time. I havent got e time, really. I've got so many plans on hand. Getting a proper desktop/notebook together w an area in my room set up for it, apparently, doesn't seem quite a bit achieving yet. I have been using my, let me see... 6 years old (yes! Its still working! I'm taken aback by that number too) toshiba notebook. Most of my friends' have died on them way back right aft grad, its incredible how mine survived e years. But of course with that old age, it has been working on her own snail pace. Otherwise everything else is fine.

I've also been planning for a lil room reno. I've recce bout the market price n thinking bout how should i dress it up now tt i've grown outta e bookshelves light years. Make up clothes shoes n whatnots are already taking up a lot of space on e shelves, which made my room look rather like a storage studio. And ultimately i want a queen sized bed already! Like hello?, how do u even sleep on a single/super single? Then again i'll be married off to a new place (thats if someone even wants to marry me! *scoff* what a joke.) n i'll rather be spending my kahhh-chings for tt new apartment. Wouldn't you too, ladies?

Car dog house car dog house car dog house, can't wait to get my hands on them n strike off on my this-is-my-life list! (: i need more money!

January flew by really quick this year but Feb was crawling man. Now March's finally here, i've yet to feel any adrenaline rush! How come! :|

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Sometimes . . . . . I wish my mom could be less bias against me . Oh well .



G'night,
xooxoo ; won't mind a big hug now . . .

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Dear adil baby,


We go back so far,
swinging in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.

That's why you keep on running
in and out of my mind.
As the years they'll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep coming back to you.
You're the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this
Let me hear you say
now I'll never be lonely,
look at what you've shown me,
never find a love like this

Well this life tried to keep us apart
you keep calling me back to your heart
Let me hear you say
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.

All the guys tried to take me,
you're the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I'll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice.

'cause this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
aren't you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

♥ ok, now let us all sleep

I'm so done with your ego talk, your childish jokes, your rude remarks, your unconcerning attitude, your selfish plans, your insensitive being, your immature questioning, your ridiculous calls (in e middle of e night to answer ONE qn), your frustrating temper, your smelly ideas, your unrealistic doings, your unreasonable logics, your reckless riding, your disappointments, your empty promises, your splurges, your never-there savings, your hurting words (which actually came out of your mouth), your so- called-friends-but-were-never-there-for-you, your nuisance, your arguments that lead nowhere n your lost soul n confidence.

I can't believe i hate you for almost every reason i fell for you.

I donno how many times i need to tell myself to get it into my head...





...that boy is dead.

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lately i think i've overworked my body. of all times, the most unpleasant things rushed in in unison this weekend. with lesser hours of sleep, a bloody down south, aching limps and shoulder blades, and a flu + cough which i hope will not evolve into a fever, and oh, a very unnecessary headache, i'm just thankful tomorrow's still a weekend.

on a whole lot happier note, i finally met my bestie! (:

stay tune for our meet up pics, for now, i need rest.


good night y'all.

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happy mother's day to all moms (:

today went pretty well with the plan my brother and i had made. (: only a few hiccups here and there but all's good. some times my dad just got to spoil it all. like this morning. his patience ran out and anger got better of him so my mom didn't had a nice time having breakfast. thank god he went to work straight after which my mom then managed to cheer up a little.

and so we went to zouk's flea & easy. LOTS of branded shit. which i actually wanted to do a thorough dig to find a good steal. but my mom's first visit to a club and the overwhelming crowd didn't quite make one pleasant trip for her. and me. i wanted to get this thumb drive heads necklace in gold. and another necklace in navy blue squares. and another that says i love me. and another with a robot pendant. and there's also the rings. my oh my. in the end i've only got a pair of shades since i really needed one. jade seah's there, doesn't look like she's really happy though. so i decided to leave zouk with a heavy heart, but hell, there's always another time. (:



we took bus 36 to marina sq, which one incident during the trip was really distasteful. as usual, bus rides are commonly crowded. i'm not really good with names, but i think its SBS? number 36, you should know better. those with wheel chairs area and seats are like two huge steps higher after the exit doors. so there we have a young man standing pretty near to the exit door. which then the male bus driver specially alighted from the entrance door when he stopped at one of the stops, came over to the exit door, and reprimand the young man. i don't know if it hits you guys, that why is the bus driver reprimanding him? who would know he can't close the doors when someone's standing near them? i won't know for sure, not until today. i would be surprise if i were the young man. in fact, i think i will actually talk back! he doesn't have to be discourteous to translate his frustration. i don't think passengers deserve to have a treatment like this. and if the young man were replaced by a pretty Caucasian lady, do you really think the male bus driver will reprimand her?

ANYWAYS... us trio went to kenzo's fish spa at marina, just something refreshing for my mommy on her day. (:

















XOXO,
ah ying lovelove her mommy belly belly muchos!

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i think i need a special cut for my growing long hair. it definitely looks better when my bob grew long, leaving the back layered but shorter than the front. so overalls my entire head of hair looks lighter and more styled! (: and the bed head look is far more easily attained. yes i can't wait for it to grow grow grrrrrrow. c'mon my long black strands gotta do some work!







XOXO,
rachel's twiddling her shoulder length hair in bed.

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i just spring cleaned my room, and came upon my drawer full of clothes - that i don't wear anymore - to sell at my next flea (: and now that everything's packed and cleared up, my room looks more livable! great i must say. (:

work's starting to pile its way up on my desk now after a month. its a good thing, definitely. which then i can stop thinking of ways to keep myself awake from lack of things to do - such as snacking!

my brother and i was cleaning up the house today - since tomorrow's mother's day, we reckon our dear mommy should not do any house chores and laze the day away instead. which she did, playing mahjong with my relatives. we actually wanted to psycho her to not do any chores, which we jumped for joyed when she said she's going for mahjong, cause we didn't want to do them either (inserts laughs). but joy was cut short when she wanted us to do the chores instead. she has even lay out the stuff we could do; the ironing, the couch covers, the vacuuming and finally the mopping. PHEW. what a job. i even thought to myself for a moment: why would any woman wanna be a mom. but of course its more than just the chores. (: ANYWAYS i digress. - we swept out the weighing machine which i, or we, haven't touch for decades (i'm serious! i rarely weigh myself.) and indeed, (when they say you should weigh yourself regularly to avoid shocking moments like this, they mean it.) i got shocked! i am very very shocked with the number that the needle stopped at. hmmmm, i could say its a 2 kgs' gain, which doesn't sound like A LOT; but if you were to know the number, you will gasp and faint! haha. which you will never in a million years find out. probably not until when i drop 10 kgs down. haha.

i just found out something. i had to select SAVE AND SEND to have my typed messages to be sent and saved in my sent box! WA COW. while all these times i just typically select SEND, i kept having the thought that my phone has a dumb problem or something. no such thing! i'm just a dumb phone user thats all. haha.

sigh. i just heard someone said holiday. i want mine already! August please come faster! (: i'm stuck between the dive course and a leisure trip. which would you take if its you?

and dayum! everyone's having and talking about A&W's suddenly!! and yes Fidah the last time we had them was in secondary two and at clementi's! whassup with the frenzy y'all!







XOXO,
rach's off to bed with a determination to dream of waffles after waffles, topped off with ice cream and and those huge mugs of root beer float. *BIG SMILES*

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mama said i need my calcium so i found my current mini addiction!



better than thee HL choco milk we always have. (:

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"Here's the litmus test - if it will upset the other party when they find out, I think it's considered cheating. So if you have to hide it, you shouldn't do it."

- credits to xiaxue.blogspot.com

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And i thought i was considerate.

One uncle, one cheena man, one lift, and me. Lift door opens, the uncle entered, the cheena man entered, i entered. One aunty came running for the lift. Both men were nearer to the buttons, but none of them bothered. So i leaned forward, all the way from the other side of the life, to hold the door for that aunty.

The aunty entered, looked at the cheena man, and showed her a mega pixel smile plus her mega drama THANK YOU! Like she's made it through her 100m dash! And she didn't even realised she has thanked the wrong person! Wow!











Sometimes you really, really really, surprises me.

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